Monday, November 29, 2010

I thought you were being serious......

I don't know why I was watching the national news today. Sometimes I want to try to stay informed and current. I really just hate it because it gets me thinking so much. I already have enough scattered and random thoughts. I don't need to stress my brain anymore than I do dissecting the lyrics to a song. But I watched the news for a while and got sidetracked from searching for buzzbands and blogging. All I ended up doing was researching these documents that have been leaked on the war in Afghanistan and some other diplomatic shit through Wikileaks. What I found out from many liberal media sources and some help from conservative Christian Glenn Beck. Is that I can't trust the Government. I must trust my gut. My gut tells me that these documents were not leaked by one Army Private alone on a covert mission to reveal to America and the world "the truth." I believe that this was a well thought out plan, organized by the American Government and has some tactical purpose. I share this belief with the Iranian president whom I go way back with. Everyone tells us that we can't trust the Government. That's what the release of these documents has done, that's why it's such a big deal and everyone is all pissy. It just adds to the growing distaste of the Government. There's more to it and it goes way deeper than I will ever understand. From the outside in, it looks like it's a negative situation but just remember politics go inside and out.


Have you ever been so deceived
You thought it might be better on the other side where it's green
Maybe you could live on a farm where it's simple but you could never leave
Are these people human do they breathe the same air do they see the things that you see
Will this quietness cause a landslide that leaks into the depths of the sea

Just know that hope inside this town will pave the way for love that we'll turn it around
These blades are spinning chopping up your grass it was green for a while but it didn't last
Find a rake to clean up this mess, take your shovel and pull it out of your chest
You'd better start digging the deepest hole to smother your hate and bury with her soul
Just know nobody's perfect and everyone hurts it's just an image some portray that hides the dirt

You could talk about the weather shut the blinds on a feather as it trickles and floats along
You could dance to the skies, write your goodbyes or sing a happy old song
You have now let go of hopeless desperation and bid farewell to the prettiest depression

Talking to tombstones of people that you never knew
Hard thinking of past future and present and the next thing you will do
The moss is heavy the leaves are black but spring will bring change soon
Just know that the cemetery has its plots and there is one just for you


Lovers - Boxer by Tla OT
Gone by Kids and Chemicals
Utopia 14 by Kids and Chemicals
Gayngs - Faded High by sxeseis
Gaudy sideof town - gayngs by meastar22

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

Nickelback BNM'D by Seriously Hip....Are they the Kanye West of Modern Rock? HRO style piece on the greatest rock and roll band ever.

All this rage about Kanye West got me thinking. Who is the yeezy of rock and roll. So many alt rock bands who are legit, Goo Goo dolls, Adam Lambert, Train, Fuel, Coldplay, Phish, Linkin Park, The Black Keys, Stone Sour, Nine Inch Nails, O-Town. Many great artists went through my head. It was earlier today when I was at Starbucks and the lady said to me, "Thanks for coming, here's your nickel back." Then I said out loud, "Ahh Shit fuck, Nickelbizzy......" She told me I needed to leave because Starbucks is a (NASDAQ: SBUX) owned, family environment where people can hear cool music and eat ice cream. I left and immediately went to researching Nickelback on my Macbook Pro.

Nickelback was formed by brothers Chad and Mike Kroeger and some other bros in 1995. They released their first seven track EP in 1996 called Hesher. They released a couple full lengths and soon became Canadian Indie superstars. The album the State was released independently and they soon began opening up for Rush along side Tegan and Sara. Everyone was really getting along well, loving life, drinking Canadian whiskey, watching hockey. Then some problems started to surface when Tegan from Tegan and Sara told Sara who told Mike who told Geddy Lee who told the sound bro from Nickelback who then told Chad, after seeing Chad's peen, she could never love a man again. So they moved their label to America in 2001 and went Platinum re-releasing the State under the label EMI.

Soon They exploded onto the American mainstream with the hit single "How you remind me of weird peens." Nickelback has sold millions upon millions of records. They are the #1 selling post grunge music act of the 2000's. They are the 2nd best selling foreign act behind the Beatles. They are the highest ranked adult rock band, and the highest ranked rock artist on Billboards list of artists of the decade. They effing kill it! Over the past 10 years I can't think of anytime that I was so blessed to be listening to top 40 or modern alt rock, and Nickelback didn't have a single playing on that stations 10 song rotation. Just think yall, if every year for the past ten years your band has had a song on that rotation you must be seriously talented. Nickelback has had 25 singles that have blasted through your factory speakers onto your Power 96.5 Jams, all the way to your Z93.3 edge active rock station. A career spanning 5 albums over 10years. If they keep up this pace they will one day go down as the greatest rock and roll band ever.

Will Nickelback go down as the greatest rock band ever along side U2 and The Grateful Dead?
Is Rush now opening for Nickelback?
Have they ever gone back to Canada, or do they just chill in L.A. cause Canada sucks?
Do yall wanna b big rockstars, stay skinny cause u just wont eat, have drug dealers on speed dial, pop your pills from a PEZ dispenser?
Do yall have weeds in the backyard 4 feet tall?
Do u <3 Chad Kroegers voice? Would you rather b Chaz Bundick or Chad Kroeger? Do u think if Tegan saw ur peen that she would go straight? Did they invent the active rock genre or was that Avenged Sevenfold? Do yall h8 me for impersonating Carles? If u had one word to describe Nickelback what would it b? R U STOKED CHAD WENT BACK TO HIS INDIE ROOTS AND DID A SONG WITH MY DARKEST DAYS AND LUDACRIS?

Did I just loose the small amount of indie/alt/music/relevant credibility that I had?


3 days ago 22
Me: Mom, i'm gonna fight 1507 people now, i'll be back soon.

Mom: By yourselft?!

Me: No, i have 61,614 people with me. :)

Monday, November 8, 2010

DAY 3. Why the Serious Look?

Kanye west ft Pusha-T cyhi da prynce big sean & J cole - looking for trouble by WWW.VIIMAG.COM

Day 3 was a day we'd hoped would never come. But it's not like we could avoid it. If things were gonna change, there would inevitably be a third day. After scouring the the streets for warmth, contentment, companionship, nickels, dimes, and isolation we finally found some concrete. The concrete was chipping away revealing a place where only cigarette ashes and broken dreams were found. One side was crumbling and soaked in red. The other side was smooth and unscaved, only showing scuff marks from Berlutis and John Lobbs. It was a hard and unforgiving place to hide from society, and our problems. We never did this by choice. Why would we take responsibility for something so shameful and terrible. It was all my fault.

You would think something so serious and intense would take work. It took the exact opposite. And that was the problem. It took caring about nothing. Thats's a fairly easy thing to do. Terribly confused and locked in box where there are only sharp objects and words with no substance. Why even talk when you have nothing to say? Lets sleep and forget the day. Lets wallow in tablecloths from the finer things in life. Covering broken bones and weary eyes. Shutting out and off until 5:00 am. It begins requiring more effort than is desired. Flashes of reality hit hard, emotions flood like rivers and remorse rises with the sun. None of this is worth it.

He has fallen off his rocker but I'm still hanging on to mine. It's tipping at such an angle that the slightest nudge will send me face first into the floor of the bathroom stall. I can't do it out here. It's way too noisy and this entire city is my only friend. I wouldn't even try. Every time I tried, the first day I spent on the bus gathering transfers and admiring the hispanic women. The 2nd day I work up the courage to talk to one of them right before I decide I'm not getting on the bus. The rest of day two is spent just trying to find that bathroom where my habits and mistakes were slid under the wall to the gentleman in the next stall. I'll give him everything of mine but I wont take anything of his. I don't need his stress, his cares, his passions. I have enough to worry about, in two hours it will be day 3. Lucky me.

We need this day, I love this day. Today is the day. What else can I say. I feel a lot. I know that I have prepared myself for more than 3 days of feelings. I couldn't do it by choice, I made a choice, hand it over to the care of steal, blue, and authority. I lay and I pray wondering how I found this seam of righteousness in the thickness of pain. It will all be ok. A little of this and a little of that. It's nothing I haven't felt before. It is like the misery of your worst day and the emptiness of letting go of everything you thought was good. Who cares, this too shall pass. I will sleep again. I will eat again. I will love again. I will take these chills and these aching limbs and breathe deeply through my hollow soul. At 11:59 I will hold my breath for one minute. Time has passed someone is healed. When I exhale everything is been put back together with strong and sticky glue, I am stuck to the floor, now it's day 4.

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

I can't take you seriously.........ELECTION ALERT!!!!!!

Wow yall! Really hope you peeps got out and voted today. We have such serious issues that must be addressed by an elected gentlemen or lady. A person who we have never met but looked really good in their commercial where they were telling you about the other guy smoking dank, practicing witchery and spending your money at strip clubs. While at the same time mentioning one seriously brilliant idea that they have, promising to push for it once they make it to D.C. The local schools, churches, VFW's ect were flooded today with senior citizens who probably have the same views as they did 40 years ago. Not sure how I feel about that, as well as those who serve life terms in office. I think a lot changes in 40 years and I hope those who vote or make important decisions while in their elected position, not only think about themselves (special interests) but the greater good and the future. The polls were also invaded by babies(0smthng's) Who were filling out split ballots. Due to their underdeveloped brains they haven't been able to gain the confidence needed for a strictly right or left decision.

In all reality I do care. If you read my post, like so many blog months ago, you know my opinions and views. They aren't really anything new, just ignorant and uninformed. But it's not my fault, I try to listen to both fox news and msnbc. I try to keep an open mind. I try to read a lot. Always googling things like Sunni, Shiite, GOP, JFK, earmarks, watermarks, life, love, hipsters, hippies, pop stars, buzzbands, women, Joey Martino. Ya know, seriously political shit. But the truth is yall, I can't vote due to reasons I wont get into. But I think that everyone should vote and hold firm in your beliefs. It is one part of your beautiful life that really brands you. So whether it's a donkey or an elephant, effin put that sticker on your car, rep that shit, and dont take your "I voted" sticker off until thursday or maybe friday. A group of men or women should collectively make decisions but those decisions will be flawed until I am a part of that group. Jus sayin.
Lemon Jelly by rocksteddie2

This I do here is so sick and nasty
Gorilla hair country boy so fuckin classy
You wanna know, hommie just ask me
You talk about the high life
You talk about the lime light
Where u really come from, killers and street fights
Paint a picture of hustlin, criminals and fiends
lights out locked down horrifying screams
You dont know what I've been through, what I've been given
Haters gonna hate mu fucka I lived it
They say, "he dont know hip-hop, he dont know rap, he's just a white dude actin like he's black"
Well, mu fucka it's clear mu fucka im here, sent to the front lines holdin just a spear, my words are gifts sent to ease your fear, you'll never know the joys if u never get near
So touchey little buddy, bye bye bye
no staty update or whats on my mind
no sharing chillwave buzzbands or hey I really 'like'
Social media is dead, all I need is one mic